.Thursday, April 05, 2007 ' 10:49 PM Y
now tt syf ended, i suddenly feel very tired. very very tired.. ever since sch reopens i have been sleeping lke past 12 everyday.. every single moment was spent lian4-ing liuqin, preparing for tests.. jus came back from tuition.. super duper tired.. i dunnoe why.. these few weeks were spent lke stressing over co.. after they announce the results.. i jus feel very very tired.. i also dunnoe how to say.. lke everything finally ended.. no more stress from co.. mb cos we didn get wad we deserve.. everything sort of went down the drain? nvm! we will alw be a gwh standard! haha. i jus realise how co played such an impt role in my life.. kinda missed having co now tt today n the following wk got no co. sat also dun need to wake up early for co. feel very kong1. b4 syf i wanted to hurry step down from co, but after they announce the results.. i had to try so hard to hold back my tears.. with all the pple crying ard us.. i felt so tired suddenly.. very sad!! i dun wan to step down now! we only left with jubilate! the last performance the sec 4s are going to have! i wan to have more performances! i love snco! haiz. its only after this setback tt pple get to realise how much they love co.. n sec 4s got no more chance le!!! how sad can this be?!!?